I thought we'd had a good night. I put his inflatable e-collar on, gave him a sedative, and headed up to sleep in my own bed for the first time in a week. When I came down, everything seemed fine. He was laying quietly in his crate, sleeping. I lay on the couch and dozed for a little, read a little. When I went to get him his breakfast, though, I realized he wasn't coming closer.
Mom. I really hate this crap |
Enjoying his pen |
Part of me knows he'll be fine - because he's used to being alone and snoozing during the day while we're at work - but this is different.
One thing no one told me - butt seepage. He's gone poop twice since the surgery, but the last time was Friday, I think( the days are blurring together) and ever since he's been...sort of leaking poop. That's a lot of unexpected fun.
Had a few bad dog mom moments today where I went from wishing this didn't happen at all to thinking...about the other road we could have taken rather than surgery and just thinking for a few minutes how much less stress I'd be under, how I could enjoy the family reunion I have to go to this week (gone for 10 days) and so on. It was a bad, bad moment.
I think my first comment got lost.
ReplyDeleteI don't think it makes you a bad dog mom to think of the other options that were/are available to you for pet care. Makes you a good one. You considered ALL the options and chose the one best for your whole family.
Thanks, sweetie. I needed to hear that.
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